Lost in thought and lost in time....
While the seeds of life and the seeds of change are planted
Robin wanted to meet with Steven later that afternoon. Robin had seen the report on the morning news. Steven did not have th television connected. Hearing this news, made him very thankful. Chatting with Robin online gave Blue a place to let his feelings out to a man. He knew it was hard for his wife right now to deal with him. He chose to keep calm and help her. Robin approved of that idea. 'Steven, her mental status could falter if she is not given the right treatment. You know what I mean too.' Blue wrote him back, he kept a vigil on her status. He was aware of her fragile state after her father tried to kill them, several times over the past years. Now this happened, he felt saddened. A loud thump and some yelling started in the living room. He shut off his computer and went to see what the commotion was. He walked up just in time to see Becky kick the piano bench. She was rather angry and the bench fell over.
'I HATE THIS PIANO AND ALL THE SOUNDS IT MAKES IT STUPID'
‘Now what is going on here?’ She jumped and let out a little scream.
'EEK DAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? I MEAN, oh dad I'm sorry.' She started to cry and it broke her daddy's heart. He too felt a large lump in his throat as he knelt down to take her into his arms.
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He held her tight. Her little body was heated, her breath hot. She was very upset. He pushed her hair back off her face. Dad looked into her eyes. Her little tears streamed down her face. She was so sad and he had no way to slow it down. He carefully held her and rocked her gently as she let her tears flow. He saw the mess upstairs. She was a teenager all right he thought and smiled. She took a deep breath, and he knew it was time. ‘We will find our baby and he will not be harmed. I feel very strongly dear that he is being treated kindly. Now let’s do some meditating ok?' She shook her head and wiped her face.
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